Panayotis Pascot became known on television as a columnist on the show Daily. He then established himself on stage in his shows. In addition to his activity as a comedian, Panayotis Pascot has also worked on theater projects and live shows, where he was able to share his comic universe and his offbeat style.
While he is writing his first feature film, Panayotis Pascot has revealed his autobiography called Next time you bite the dustbecame a bookstore phenomenon with 350,000 copies sold. The artist evokes several intimate subjects, notably his desire to become a father.
Panayotis Pascot's secrets about his future and his projects
In the columns of Le Parisien, he returned to this powerful desire who has been driving it for many years:
“A desire to get out of myself: accessing parenthood is about the dissolution of the ego, you love something else more than yourself. There is also the desire to relive moments of childhood, to reconnect with this wonder, this innate joy And then, the meaning of life is also to be able to transmit. he explained.
He is now wondering about having children because being homosexual, he cannot be a father following the classic pattern: “I like men, so if I want to become a father, the process will be longer. I feel like it's as much a curse as a blessing. I have more time to evolve into the father that I would like to be, but there is a less spontaneous, less fluid side. Three, six or seven years, these are confusing deadlines But for me who likes to torture my mind, to ask myself questions, that's for me. give me time to mark the route If I want to be a dad. 33 or 35 years old, we have to think about it now”he continued.
“There is something incommunicable about this illness”
If the comedian has a well-defined vision of his future, it is also because he has lived painful moments during his life. Moments that had a real impact on his life. In his autobiography, he talks about his long melancholy depression. “There is something incommunicable about this illness. We say to ourselves: 'What's the point?' We realize that everything is a masquerade: life is useless since we will die and be forgotten, but the beauty of it is precisely to forget that life is useless.he said in the columns of the last Paris Match.
The young man recognizes that he has not always succeeded “to omit that life is pointless”, especially during its “phases of intense depression”. He actually considered suicide at the age of 18 when he tried to throw himself from a balcony. “Continuing to live with yourself when you believe you are a monster is terrifying […] And, as a result, the greatest fears of the unconscious arrive which push you to suicide”, he then revealed. And to continue:
“I was in this phase of self-discovery which was exhausting me. It was the scream of a woman that stopped me as I was about to jump from a balcony.”
Panayotis Pascot experienced immense suffering
While he was experiencing pain “of the order of terror” Panayotis Pascot became aware of his condition during his last depressive relapse. “I said to myself: 'I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy'”, he admitted, very moved. And to conclude: “Your brain is no longer your ally, your extension, he has become your enemy. Depression is humbling: something bigger than yourself is attacking you.”
