By Kamel Daoud
Published on November 5, 2024 at 9:17 a.m.updated on November 5, 2024 at 9:33 a.m.
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Yesterday evening, during the private dinner organized in his honor at Gallimard, Kamel Daoud, winner of the 2024 Goncourt prize for “Houris”, engaged in a little improvisation exercise on his beginnings as a writer. He offered his words to “New Obs”.
“I know the end, it’s not the end. It’s a happy ending for now. But the beginning of the story goes back further.
I was nine years old and had only one comic book. I read it, reread, reread, reread. (I happened to reread the same novel fourteen times, because we didn’t have television.) And I tell myself that the story begins there because I wrote a letter to a French publisher. At the time I was drawing, I stopped since, but I sent two or three little kid’s boards. And two months later, I received a package of books addressed by this French publisher to the little kid in my village. I can say that the story begins there.
I can also say that the story begins at the age of twelve. I knew the last Jew in Mostaganem, he was a bookseller. I had about 50 dinars a week that my father, a gendarme, gave me. I went to the bookseller and he rented me books. He took a deposit of 20 dinars. I read a lot of books that I gave back to get back the 20 dinars. I can say that the story begins there too.
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I can also say that the story begins the first time I read “In a Doubtful Fight” (1936) by John Steinbeck. He was missing exactly 130 pages. So I knew the end of the story, but not the beginning. I can say it started there because I didn’t even need to know the author anymore. The book does not need an author.
I can also say that the story begins at university. I arrived, I was bored because I had read all of Balzac at eleven years old and when I arrived at the Algerian university we were asked to do reading sheets on Balzac. That means I read it when I was a kid… I can say that the story begins there.
I can go further. I can say that the story begins in Tunisia. The day I met Leïla Slimani, we emptied a bottle and she said to me: “Why don’t you come to Gallimard?” I said: “Will they accept me?” She answered me: “I’ll take care of it.” And she did.
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I can also say that the story begins the day I was received at Antoine Gallimard’s office and we talked about Parisian backbiting, misunderstandings, people who spoke for him, against me, for and against… I can also say that it begins the day I met Karina Hocine, who I did not yet know would be my editor, that she would welcome me and adopt me into my editorial orphanage. I can say that the story begins there.
So, I don’t know where the story starts, I don’t know where it’s going to end. But for now, it’s a very beautiful story thanks to you. Thank you all. »