“It’s absolutely horrible what I did. I feel a lot of shame towards everyone who follows the process. It’s terrible what everyone reads and hears about me. That is absolutely my fault,” Pichal said. “Every time I know I am guilty. I should never have allowed those fantasies in those chats. The images of child abuse are also downright disgusting.”
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“I would also like to say thank you that the investigators stopped me on that point. I would like to apologize. To all children, to all parents, to everyone for those terrible images,” he said. “Those images should not exist. I understand that I directly contributed to that. But afterwards it is easy.”
Looking for ‘the why’
“Apologies alone would be too easy. I want to find out why within myself. Why did I cross this unlikely line?” he wondered. “With this letter I take the opportunity to say a few things. I shouldn’t have made these mistakes. I should have seen them much sooner and I should not have needed someone else to do that.”
“It is unacceptable that the little ones, the most vulnerable in society, are the victims of my behavior. I will accept my punishment. I am here to accept responsibility for my actions. I am deeply ashamed of all victims of abuse. For everyone who is in that situation, I hope that they can rely on more assistance than the help I currently receive as a perpetrator.”
“I immediately resigned after my arrest. For me, the VRT is a very loyal and correct employer and is completely detached from the facts. I would like to apologize for all the grief and confusion I have caused my colleagues. But also in particular the viewers and listeners. I understand that I have deeply disappointed those people,” says Pichal.
“Get help”
Then Pichal also looked ahead. “I would like to participate in all initiatives regarding perpetrators. If I ever have the opportunity to play a role in that, I would be happy to do so. I also hope that the attention in this case has convinced people to contact care providers. Don’t hesitate, look for help. Please let us help you,” he says. “I realize that no matter what, I will one day get another chance. The guidance I receive now gives me incredible insights. I’m not there yet. I will continue to follow guidance. I trust that I will find the way.”
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“Once again my deepest apologies. Even though I know some people can’t accept that. That is why, in addition to my apologies, it is my own responsibility that I will continue to do everything I can to prevent me from ever falling so deeply again.”
Pichal also has some words for his family. “I made big mistakes. You didn’t deserve this. I hope you will find the peace to continue your recovery.”
The verdict will be announced on December 16. (red)
