G-DRAGON recently opened up about a difficult period in his life.
On October 30, the BIGBANG member appeared as a guest on a new episode of “You Quiz on the Block” on tvN.
During the show, GD said:
“I already thought about stopping releasing albums. I've been living as G-DRAGON for over 20 years, but I've only been living as Kwon Ji Yong for about 5 years. I received a lot of love and lacked nothing, but I wondered if I was truly happy. I should be. »
He then continued:
“Despite receiving so much love, off stage, I rarely left my studio. Everything was centered there; it became my entire world, like in the movie The Truman Show. I was doing so well that it was difficult to ask for help. I felt like I would be seen as someone who complained while being privileged. Looking back, I don't think I would do the same thing again. »
Lately, Kwon Ji Yong has been letting G-DRAGON come back to get back into music.
This is how he confides:
“These days, I live so much like Ji Yong that I feel like it's time to reunite with G-Dragon. I feel like I'm going back to my usual routine: cameras, makeup, shaving, dress shoes and meeting other celebrities. I've just started the comeback process, so I'm happily taking things step by step. About ten years have passed since I hit my twenties, so I've allowed myself to relax in a positive way. »
In another tone, he then spoke about his mental health, not hesitating to express that he had already had dark thoughts at a period of his life.
He explains:
“After living such a flashy life for over half my life, situations arise beyond my control. I try to manage as much as I can, but I often feel backed into a corner with no answers. I know I should avoid thinking of it as a dead end and imagine that there is space behind me, but sometimes it really felt like I was backed into a corner. I couldn't move forward and I was afraid that if my mental state deteriorated further, I might start having dark thoughts, so I forced myself to stay centered. I didn't want to repeat these difficulties like before. At the time, I think my problem was trying too hard to overcome difficulties. »
Source : nate
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