“Will I have the strength one day?”, the singer confides in her miscarriages and these “intense pains”

On the occasion of the release of her first best-of, the singer Jenifer was at Frédéric Pommier's microphone on France Inter to evoke a song that is dear to her, and which pushed her to confide terrible pain experienced in her life as a woman. This Friday, November 29, 2024, the former Star Academy was on the show It's a song to talk about Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton.

To promote his new album, Jukeboxshe had already returned to her physique, making intimate revelations. And she didn't hesitate to be just as authentic for this interview with Radio France. It must be said that the title she was commenting on is a song that upsets her and will upset her “for eternity” according to her. She recounts the death of the singer's child at 4 years old, after a fatal fall: “He asks his child’s forgiveness for not having been there”, she explains. A subject that she understood later, even more when she became a mother.

Jenifer talks about the pain of her miscarriages

Mother of three sons, Jenifer explains that she dared to imagine and put herself in Eric Clapton's place: “If I lost one of my children, would I survive? I don't know”. But that's not why she says she needs to listen to it regularly. It's actually a song that allows him “to externalize pain”.

The interpreter of My revolution indeed confides: “It made me understand and unravel things inside of me”. A song that served as an outlet for certain things she was going through. Moved, she declared: “It's very intimate what I'm going to say”. Then she revealed that she had previously experienced miscarriages : “I had this feeling when listening to this song, of having lost a loved one”.

The singer's intimate revelations

In tears, Jenifer says: “I wrote a song about it (…) I never managed to sing it”. She points out that this is a subject that “affects a lot of women”. But she regrets: “Will I have the strength one day to sing it?”. Its composition is whatever “carefully stored”.

When the journalist asks him “Do we get attached as soon as we know we're pregnant?”, she replies: “Obviously. We plan”. As for whether she thinks about it often, she explains that she does.but not every day”. “Sometimes it comes back to me, of course. It was very intense pain”. The song Tears in Heaven accompanied her in these pains: “When I need to externalize, she has this power to console me, strangely (…) I tell myself that there is something more terrible than what I experienced”. Then she concludes: “It allows me not to forget”.

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