After showing patience, Tatiana Silva is preparing to realize her dream at 39: “I promised my baby to devote myself only to him”

For a long time, her biggest fear was not having children. Ten years ago, she confided to Paris Match that, to make her dream come true, she would be “able to use a sperm bank”. Time has passed, and so has his way of seeing things. “At that time, with the biological clock ticking, friends becoming mothers, I was in full questioning, analyzes Tatiana Silva today. It’s so painful to think that this desire for motherhood could never come true except for to alleviate the suffering we say to ourselves: ‘Too bad, I will do it against all odds!’ And then you progress, you learn to know yourself, to unravel your defense mechanisms to face who you are and what you really want.” Become a mother? Yes ! But on one condition: “Having a man by my side and starting a family. It becomes just as scary because it means that the condition of this happiness is the presence of someone over whom I do not have absolute control.”